My Daily Blog Life

Hey everybody…It is me again…I know that i have not been very constant with blog entries, but as most of u know by now that i m not a very hardworking guy at all. Haiz..I m like to tell pple how i feel about things in this society which we lived in now. I guess it is just me and lame comments, but no harm letting pple know..If i offend some pple, then i appologise..To start off, i have not been very constant in going for church service & attending cell these few months..I do not know why i m feeling this way,but i guess it is taking time off to spend some time with my mom who has been here for the last 2mths. I guess this is the time for me to catch up with my parents as i was never close to them in the past with both of them always fighting over finanical problems back in s’pore. But i know now how they felt living in the society which we r in today..It is not very easy to live and survive if u r living on your own.And since we are all studying in either uni or college, we would expect our parents to give us money whenever we need it.Am i correct to say this? NO!!!I dun think so at all..After turning 23, i hate those pple who have everything which they want just by opening their mouth and asking their freaking rich parents as they have tons & tons of money just lying around waiting to be spend.. I know some of u would be either boiling mad with me or agreeing with me, but this is just me..Nobody can change my thinking at all..They can affect only on what i think is right and wrong. I realised this when i started going to church and applying the sermon given by different pastors into my daily life, but i guess not everybody thinks like me.

Different pple think differently,but a certain percentage of pple thinks about themselves onli..All they care about is “ME” and not “YOU”. But when they start to care about u, then it is too late already. I admit that i used to be like that b4 i got to know Jesus, but after i accepted christ into my life slight changes started to take place. i started to help pple in need,but overdid it and pple started to avoid me. Avoiding me until i was so hard for me to find a GF as one of ex-gf told me that i was being too protective over her. So i decided to just help pple when they are in need, but i help them so much that they would make use of my kindness and just kept on asking me for favours. I guess i must tell them “NO” sometimes if i can’t help them. I do not know whether are they serious about friendship, but i m dead serious when it comes to things about relationships. I hate being used to do things which i do not want to do, but i still do it because i regard them as my friends. But now i realised that helping them is of no use to me or GOD. I will always remember Pastor Pat saying this in one of the service and he said “We as the princes and princess of God must be aware of the pple surrounding u. If u see a fellow brother in need, help him in any way u can. Don’t let others judge you on what u do for them, but on how willing u r to help them” This keeps on ringing in my mind whenever i help pple, but they dun realised the things i do for them. They don’t care whether u feel sad or happy at all..All they care about is themselves and having fun. I don’t see life as fun anymore as i come to the end of my uni life. I see some pple nowadays being lazy in work and rude when on the job. This is from my observation when working and consuming the services. Especially the airline, the service is farked up man..When i was young, the airline service was excellent and fast. Now the service is so damn slow that it would take them 20mins to serve a drink and also forgetting to bring a meal after being reminded several times.

Haiz…Wat is the world and society coming to? I just don’t know la..It best to stay at home and watch tv.Dun need to spend money and have pple destroying your day so that their day is better. Sometimes, i think i don’t want to get married at all. I wish the world would just stop and be like as it was in the past when everything was great and perfect. Life is not all that cruel if u come to think of it from other person’s point of view. But it is sad also in some aspect. But lets not get all emotional here n start crying. I thank our Lord Daddy up in heaven for helping my sister to finally find a husband..I never thought that this day would come, but finally it has arrived and i m happy for her. It is hard to let her go as my sister and i have a strong bond which ties us together since we were young. I find it hard to say this, but i m really going to miss her when she moves to UK with her husband as she is the closest person to my heart whom i cherish and love..You can say that she has been like a motherly figure to me, even thought she is my sister. The reason why i say this is because i spend most of my life by her side since we were young. We slept in the same house, we were taken care by the same Nanny(babysitter), we took the same bus to sch together and we were studying in the same country when we were overseas. We did alot of things toegther and i m greatful to have her as my sister and i would not like to have it any other way. I better end here, still have assignment to do..Will write in when i have the time and if i m not lazy n too tired for all the gym workout..Hehe..:P Take care everyone and GOD BLESS…

Yoyo frens n cousins..

It is me again..The man with problesm and theory is back with his daily worries n sorrow issues again..Hahaha..If u find this is not wat u want to read, then stop reading this blog..Haha..Just joking la..I dun care about wat pple think about my problems n issue..It is their opinion to think wat they want to think..I respect their opinion, but might not agree with their opinion.

Well, this entry is about working out in a gym..As most of the pple whom i know from army period n also while living in s’pore, i hardly workout because i m just a lazy person who does not care about how pple think about me..I also dunno y i dun care to look great..I guess it is because it is very tiring n bothersome to look good..But this is not why i m blogging this entry in today..It is about my workout in the gym..For the past three weeks, i have been lately going to gym to workout, stay fit and the same time kill the free time which i have as i have hardly any class on wed,thurs n fri..It is quite fun and enjoyable, but the result is painful..I m saying this because i realised that my body is not what it used to be when i was serving in the army..My goddness man..I went for a workout called "BodyPump" which was a workout using weights and i nearly die after the workout eneded..My whole was sore n it is still sore now as i m typing now..OH MY GOD..But i think we all have to suffer both physically and emotionally to get the result we want in both relationship and in our body..Haiz..It is Ma Fun one man..I dunno la..I have always n forever will place my faith n life into God’s hands and let him guide me n show me the ways even if i have to suffer heart breaks, heart pains, body pains and endless nights of crying because of the pain inside me..

Haiz…I gotta go now..Have things to do..Will write an entry when i have time..Take care everybody n GBU..;)

Hey everybody..It is me again..I finally get the time to come online to quickly write an entry about something great or something bad which happen in my life..Well, i have alot of great things which is happening in my life n i hope that it stays this way until i graduate which is at the end of the summer unit happening between Jan - Feb..

I guess i better let u all in on the things which is happening in my life:

1) STAYING HEALTHY : For this great thing which has happened in my life, i give thanks to a very close friend and i also NKF..Hehe…:P I guess it is a very guided plan which has lead me to this which has shown me things which i didn’t know until now..okie okie..I will tell u..Gesh..I m sorry if i lead u all round n round in circles..I joined the fitness first in perth as it is cheaper than in the one in S’pore and at the same time i can stay my losing weight n getting fit program on the way..Hahaha..I still have one thing which i dunno y pple will say when i tell pple tat i joined tis gym..Y r pple saying tat i m rich when i join fitness first? I dun see the connection..Hmm..Well,i guess different pple have different opinion to things like this..But my life has changed because of this and i m really happy that this has happen..

2) STAYING FOCUS : Well, this is happening because of what i did in the first point..This is a chain reaction which is what i want in my life..I feel so happy n contended with this..No more heartaches & no more depression..I have had enough of that to last a lifetime..Haha..I realised tat working out in the gym 4 times a week is not just to lose weight, it is also leading to my focus on my studies and all..I dunno the reason for this which is happening to me,but i glad that it happened. This happens after a long workout at Gym which is super great and also tiring, but i sleep like a peaceful rock when i get back home after a good home cooked dinner of course which i cooked by Chef Alwin which is me..Haha.. But the result is the next day, i wake up abit sore on the body, but with so much energy n focus to do my daily work n uni stuff..I know some pple have not seen tat side of me when u see me on campus, but it is in me which i don’t normally show as it is very gay..Hahaha..lol..

3) STAYING DEVOTED : I know this word ” Devoted” means love or something which is related to this..Hahaha..But i m sorry my friends, i m devoting my life to God by 1) Fulfilling my pledge to God which i have pledged when the Building Fund started. 2) Leading a healthy lifestyle by trying to quit smoking, drinking and staying fit all at the same time.. 3) Finally, I realised that Love is not something which i cannot mess around with as it will bite me back in the butt..I guess i need to let this go n hope that the right one will someday come into my life and spend the rest of her life together with me until death comes n takes one of us away..Well, i gotta go now..I have class tomolo in the wee morning of the day and i m starting to yawn already..Hahaha..May u learn something from all this great things which has happen to my life..God Bless..

Yoyo everybody out there..It is me again..Sian ar..I keep on making so many stupid mistakes in my life.But i now realises why GOD place me on earth..There is a reason for everything which GOD has done or shown in our life..One of the reason is that we learn from our mistakes which we have made and never make it again..Well, i just made one mistakes which i m kinda worried as my family might be affect from this mistake..I m so worried about this tat i dun even dare to tell my dad as it has something to do with him.Haiz..I hope that i will never make this mistakes again in future n tat i learn my lesson..Anyway,i gtg guys n gals..Will be back as it is now the hoilday season for me..Oh yah..I m so happy i pass all my units which i took during semester1 and i thanks GOD for things which he has done n shown me in my life..Isn’t JC a great man??I would give my life to let everybody know how great he is..Well,better stop crapping too much..Seeya all n GBU….:P

Hey Friends n strangers who are reading this blog..It is me again…I appologise if i took a very long time to post up my latest entry about what is happening in my life..There have been ups n there have been downsn in my life lately..Well, I can tell u all this.My love life has not been great..I liked a ger,but instead she likes another guy who is million of miles away from australia..I sometimes do not know what to do..To please the person or just let it go with the flow..It is like God does not want me to have any relationship at point of time..But i have faith and i places my trust in him n i will let him guide me in this journey which he has planned for me as God has plans for everything which is happens in my life. Anyway, just to let you all know, this crush of my is 5yrs younger than me..I don’t know what to do n expect..But i know that i can’t force her to love me..She has to love me on her own free will..God, i need you help on this..I m so lost..I need your guidance very much..Please help me..

Okie la..I think i better stop toking about my love life and move on to my studies..Well, i have been kinda of busy with my assignments and all,but finally i m done with them..No more assignments, have exams instead…Sian ar…Wat to do? This is part of growing up and also part of life..As i always like to say ‘NO PAIN, NO GAIN’..Hehe…But it is true to say tat as i we have to suffer in order to gain something in life.. Anyway, i have been slacking alot.Watching almost every single movie murdoch lib..I guess i m kinda trying to stop thinking about her and also relaxing from all the assignments which i have been doing like crazy every week..Haiz…I guess i have to start preparing for exams soon as it is no more than 2wks away..Anyway,i will be signing off here..I gotta go n check stuff in the lib..Take care everyone and God Bless..

Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers out there…

Mothers are one of the best preachers in the world. They teach us about things about life and all. They are always working around the clock..Their hands works all day, their mouth speaks of wisdom and their heart loves us always no matter what happens. Mothers raise their children to be kind and wise which will benefit them in their future.. We should be blessed to have them as our mothers and we should praise them for the things which they have done in our lifes.Mothers are a gift from GOD..We must also honor both our Fathers & Mothers for all the things which they have done in out lives..There are 3 ways to love our parents:

1) Love them affectionately
2) Love them patiently
3) Love them gratefully

1) Love them affectionately by hugging them, kissing them and also hold their hands whenever u can to show them how u feel..

2) Love them patiently. As time will changes and they get older. Tables will turn as pple grow older,our parents will grow as well. This is part of nature,but we all know tat we will be going to a place where we will b with our Lord Father up in heaven. We have to take care of your parents as they grow older and they will need us to support and provide them just like how they took care of us when we were little.

3) Love them gratefully. There is no way to repay mothers for all the wonderful things which they have done for us. But dun give up and keep trying to repay them. The things which our mothers did for us is to make us feel comfortable.

To all the pple out there, Love your mother as u love your heavenly father…Always remember this..:D

Hi pple,

I guess pple are wondering y i haf not blog these few weeks..Hehehe..Sorry,i have been kinda of busy with uni work..But since i have time now, i will write an entry..Hehehe..Well,today is another common day like any other day…I slept at 5am in the morning doing nothing,but chatting with my frens online..But i went for church yesterday as today is sunday already..Hehehe..During the sermon, PAstor Patrick shared with us about the 3rd purpose in life on the 40 days purpose campaign which is discipleship. We are lived and taught to become and lived like christ..

There are three unexpected tools to which God teaches to live to become like Christ.

1) God uses trouble to teach us to trust him..
When pastor was preaching this point, i was wondering at the back of my mind “why did God use trouble to teach us to trust him?” How can we trust him if God use trouble? Well, now i realise something about the life on earth which i 100% agree is true.. Life is never a life of comfort. We will always have problems and troubles in life which everyone will encounter..We can’t have things to go the way we want our life to go..Every problem has a reason and purpose to it..God made life this way for us to change and learn from our mistakes..But we don’t have to face the problem alone..We have to face the problem with your loved ones and mayb those trust frens. We have to face the problem head-on together.. With numbers,we can do anything with the faith of God in us. But we do get a reward out of the problem which is that we learn and gain something out of this problem..So it is not so bad after all.We lose the bad, but gain something which is good..Hehehe..:P

2) God uses temptation to teach us to obey..
Again,i was puzzled about this which is kinda of strange about it..Then i remember about the sinful things which i done and made in my whole lifetime..I remember if we listen n obey his words from the bible, we would haf not sinned in our lifes.But all of sin in some aspects of life which is controlled by the SATAN who is the devil himself is a test for us to see if we obey or disobey God..We taught to worship and obey only the Lord and nothing else..Place your trust and faith in our lord and saviour and he will reward u in heaven..I learn from the sermon that i have to keep focus on good thoughts which is not to resist the temptation as resisting will only lead u to wanting to do the temptation even more. We have divert our attention to other thoughts when temptation arise up..Get a spiritual partner which can be either a very trustworthy friend whom you can depend on when there is any problem or trouble or even help u resist temptation. As if u fall, they are always there to help u up from that fall.

3) God uses trespasses to teach us to forgive..
I understand this part very well as this happens in my life very often which i either forget or forgive that person unless some conditions where i have too much anger in me. But i forget over a long period of time and i realised that God was with me all throughout that period of time. He had the holy spirit look after me when i was down which i guess is one of the main reason why didn’t go punching the people i hated. God controlled my emotions and feelings..He took away the pain n hurtful thoughts which were the reason for all the pain in me. For all these things he has done in my life, i give thanks to God..I also would like to give thanks of giving me a loving n caring mother and father who have taken care of me from the time i was born until now..I would not be the person i m today because of their love n guidance towards life issues.

Anyway, i haf to stop here..The time now is 5:20am..Better be off to bed before i fall asleep in front of the computer..Hahaha..Gd Night or shld i say Gd Morning to everybody out there..I hope wat i wrote will be a guidance or mayb an advice to u..

Hi pple,

I guess pple are wondering y i haf not blog these few weeks..Hehehe..Sorry,i have been kinda of busy with uni work..But since i have time now, i will write an entry..Hehehe..Well,today is another common day like any other day…I slept at 5am in the morning doing nothing,but chatting with my frens online..But i went for church yesterday as today is sunday already..Hehehe..During the sermon, PAstor Patrick shared with us about the 3rd purpose in life on the 40 days purpose campaign which is discipleship. We are lived and taught to become and lived like christ..

There are three unexpected tools to which God teaches to live to become like Christ.

1) God uses trouble to teach us to trust him..
When pastor was preaching this point, i was wondering at the back of my mind “why did God use trouble to teach us to trust him?” How can we trust him if God use trouble? Well, now i realise something about the life on earth which i 100% agree is true.. Life is never a life of comfort. We will always have problems and troubles in life which everyone will encounter..We can’t have things to go the way we want our life to go..Every problem has a reason and purpose to it..God made life this way for us to change and learn from our mistakes..But we don’t have to face the problem alone..We have to face the problem with your loved ones and mayb those trust frens. We have to face the problem head-on together.. With numbers,we can do anything with the faith of God in us. But we do get a reward out of the problem which is that we learn and gain something out of this problem..So it is not so bad after all.We lose the bad, but gain something which is good..Hehehe..:P

2) God uses temptation to teach us to obey..
Again,i was puzzled about this which is kinda of strange about it..Then i remember about the sinful things which i done and made in my whole lifetime..I remember if we listen n obey his words from the bible, we would haf not sinned in our lifes.But all of sin in some aspects of life which is controlled by the SATAN who is the devil himself is a test for us to see if we obey or disobey God..We taught to worship and obey only the Lord and nothing else..Place your trust and faith in our lord and saviour and he will reward u in heaven..I learn from the sermon that i have to keep focus on good thoughts which is not to resist the temptation as resisting will only lead u to wanting to do the temptation even more. We have divert our attention to other thoughts when temptation arise up..Get a spiritual partner which can be either a very trustworthy friend whom you can depend on when there is any problem or trouble or even help u resist temptation. As if u fall, they are always there to help u up from that fall.

3) God uses trespasses to teach us to forgive..
I understand this part very well as this happens in my life very often which i either forget or forgive that person unless some conditions where i have too much anger in me. But i forget over a long period of time and i realised that God was with me all throughout that period of time. He had the holy spirit look after me when i was down which i guess is one of the main reason why didn’t go punching the people i hated. God controlled my emotions and feelings..He took away the pain n hurtful thoughts which were the reason for all the pain in me. For all these things he has done in my life, i give thanks to God..I also would like to give thanks of giving me a loving n caring mother and father who have taken care of me from the time i was born until now..I would not be the person i m today because of their love n guidance towards life issues.

Anyway, i haf to stop here..The time now is 5:20am..Better be off to bed before i fall asleep in front of the computer..Hahaha..Gd Night or shld i say Gd Morning to everybody out there..I hope wat i wrote will be a guidance or mayb an advice to u..

i will make it short n sweet,but it may abit sour..MY life has been like living hell these past one week..I lost my thumbdrive, got scolded by my fren for something which i didn’t do and also have sudden out bust of anger towards my frens..I dunno what is happening in my life..i need to do something or anything..i can’t take this anymore..GOD!! Please help and guide me..I m so lost without you..

Hilow People out there!!

It is me again..I have not had a very good week this week..Things have been very sour for me as i lost my thumbdrive or some people might call it “Memory Stick”..I know tat i was careless, but i angry as i had all my assignments in there. I was praying so hard for the person who took my thumbdrive to return it to me as i was so in need of it. I had two assignment which i spend endless nites doing n research for the case study. But it was no point blaming the person who took it, i could only blame myself as it was my carelessness.

Last nite, i was praying to GOD to calm my heart of the pain which i had to go thru again of doing my assignment. But i remember that it is no point as what is done is done. But then i felt that as long as i place my faith in him, i can do all things which i put my mind to do..Then i saw my fren’s nick which said “I can do all things through Christ who STRENGTHENS me” Then i realised that we are all the same in some ways..Going thru the same thing which i haf been going thru. After tat, i felt so relief and i was doing my essay n planning for my 2nd assignment which was due on friday as well. Thankfully, i got an extension for both assignments.I got an extension for BUS339 until Tuesday and MSC236 until thursday. Anyway, i gotta go n sleep..super tired man…Will update u on my progress of my everyday boring life..Hahaha..Take Care n GOD BLESS All!!!